Friday, June 20, 2008

Firstday in a Piano bar!

"Americans are wired! Don't you think so?"
"Yeah; day by day I am realizing it!"
When Anna asked me and I replied her with the probable funniest truth. Probably she did not expect this answer but truth is truth and west is west! We few of interns went to the "Hawlatthemoon" and it was awesome experience for me. "Plz wait 4 5 more mins", it was my text to Kevin when they had already waited for 15 minutes for me in the tunnel but they waited for me another 10 minutes. "You are cute; I love you guys" I said when I came to the tunnel.
I found myself only India over there but with all my american friends I never felled bored or lonely for a while. Sometimes though I could not understand their all words (especially in bar/pub), I feel that they are very innocent and driven by their passion. One of my colleague brought me a drink tonight. She is sweet, she is more than sweet. She is fun. She paid the bar guys to write "Gensler-interns rock". It was really a very good experience for me. I really want to thank you, GOD though I don't know whether you exist or not! I believe you are one and you exist. I believe the GOD really stays inside a human being (One of good american friend says also this though she believes Christ is the son of GOD).
No, hailed in a typical eastern culture, I would rather say hailed in India culture I grew up with some wired concepts. I always thought that WHITE people really ignores other races. In my life, I have seen various faces of racism: Urban people-Rural people; English medium-Hindi medium school people; Color of skin (Yes! in India we have it also); NorthIndia-South India and many more. I can't even think all of these;We have lots of. Though I never believed in these thing, I faced many situation in my life which concludes me to draw a bottom-line like this.
But who knew that in America and in a red-neck state like Texas, I got so many good friends.
End of day, I had a crazy talk with a cute crazy lady Kait. She was drunk; she was smoking cigarate; she was walking over the pavement border and still she was saying that "take it easy, I am okey"!

Monday, June 16, 2008

FROM WHERE SHOULD I START:

I SHOULD HAVE began this blog after my visa-rejection in 2006 August when my visa was rejected for second time. I still remember
the day-the blackout day. When he told me "I can't issue you visa this time", everything became in slow motion like the action sequences in Matrix.
The VO's voice went slow, thick (like the tape recorder with low battery) and the office started revolving around me like the planets in solar system do around the Sun.
I remained still there for a few moments! It was very hard to believe that my visa has been rejected! My dream, my journey, my enthuse all came to an end!



GREETINGS:
First-of-all, I want tell all the visitors of this MIRROR that I have very bad linguistic skill. Most of the time I could not express the exact-way that I am thinking. Alike all other Aries, the RPM of my brain-thinking-cycle is very high; sometimes I doubt that; it’s more than some other normal people like "common man"(he is a cartoon character made by Indian cartoonist Laxman).

Cut-the-crap, welcome to the MIRROR. I believe the words here are more than words; though they are in white and black but I believe they are in Technicolor.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Day by day I am feeling importance of human liberty and human value. The USA and it's life is a real learning experience. Every single thing is amazing here. I never thought that human value is very very much high here that we can't even think staying in a corner of a developing country like India. GOD please give me strength to do something for my country, for my city, for my poor village.